first post of paranoia

Jake E.B. · Post by **Jake E.B.** » Mon Sep 19, 2005 7:58 pm

Paranoia will destroy me I won't deny it all justify it. It may seem strange to discredit myself but if you've seen what I've seen youed want everyone to think you're crazy too.
I went to the psyc ward. I wen't to tell someone about the strange thing's that have happened to me so that at least the truth that I see others will now. But they diagnosed me as schizoeffective. They said that I was just delusional, that my mind had just made it all up. They said the medications will help me see the truth but all it did was show me that I really have seen some strange things, that I have done some strange things to.
You see Im a precognitive seer. I'm only about 86% effective so it means I can not see everything, but I perceive a lot. I saved myself from being kidnapped when I was seven years old. I had the sense to run a way.
It seems like at some point my brain decided to work on non-computable things, so much so that I didn't learn to read in tell I was in ninth grade and my writing skills are not grate but I've gotn by.
It really is a shame that whatever has happened will happened and vice versa. I say this because it's my view on time.
I have seen nine UFOs in my Life and I think there can only be a few answers to that. One aliens from another planet are dimension. Government-sponsored craft or their time Travelers but I think it's a combination of the three. People have been seen strange stuff in the sky back to the thirties and even further back in time and still today you can find web sites that are taking count. Someone reports citing something strange almost every single day. Even if a few a month are credible, it's a disturbing trend. If it's the government thin their defrauding the populace. If it's aliens then thare penetrating our airspace with the near impunity. If it's time Travelers there messing with history or making history as it were. Things like this I puzzle over.
The men in Black no hue I am. I'm never made an effort to hide from them. They say I pulled a stunt But I call it prophecy. Some believe there's a god some don't. Maybe the balls of light I've seen in the sky are super natural godlike entitys beyond most comprehension. Im one that believes that they are, but the silver orbs and others I'm stumped on. The real question is who do the men in Black work for, the president, congressmen, senators, the FISA court or just the hundred richest people in the world. How comes in when the job is a little questionable. I know they came to me but bby my word I'm not telling.
Will ineway this is my first post and I hope that it stimulate a little thought.

Fiera · Post by **Fiera** » Fri Mar 10, 2006 1:34 am

While what is happening to you is on the side of unbelivable and no doubt stressful I believe that you need to trust your instincts especially because you are intuitive. I do not believe that you are crazy justy under duress. I have spent a lot of time in and out of psych offices and may have been labeled as "crazy" a time or two, due to the blackouts I have. But take it from me believe in yourself and you will be okay. Being that you are psychic in nature common sense and instinct will help you out.

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Tue Dec 11, 2007 8:56 pm

I've spent time in an asylumn myself.

3 months ago I went back and burned it down.

I feel better than ever.

Not that I encourage that particular approach of self therapy.

Kolya · Post by **Kolya** » Tue Dec 11, 2007 10:20 pm

Neither do you discourage it?

KonThaak · Post by **KonThaak** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 12:12 am

He doesn't discourage it when the asylum you've been in has been built on some kind of sacrificial grounds that're still being used...

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 5:38 pm

I wish I'd brought some explosives truthfully.

Bert_the_Turtle · Post by **Bert_the_Turtle** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 6:28 pm

*Looks up excitedly* :shock:

Did someone say explosives!?

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 6:31 pm

Down Bert.

Kolya · Post by **Kolya** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 6:37 pm

Ron Caliburn wrote:Down Bert.

Ok now I have an image stuck in my brain.
Argh!

Shadowstalker · Post by **Shadowstalker** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 7:00 pm

Your not the only one Kolya. *Shudders*

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 7:23 pm

I didn't tell him to roll over or play dead . . . though I think we know who could.

Kolya · Post by **Kolya** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 8:36 pm

I think we do, indeed. :lol:

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 8:39 pm

So . . . in an official capacity . . . do you ever have to investigate what comes into your team members PM boxes?

Kolya · Post by **Kolya** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 8:48 pm

If it can be avoided, but sometimes it can't be avoided.

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 8:52 pm

I see.

Kolya · Post by **Kolya** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 9:05 pm

Why do you ask?

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 9:14 pm

Idle curiousity.

Kolya · Post by **Kolya** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 9:16 pm

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 9:22 pm

Though I'm sure others might appreciate that informtion a bit more.

Kolya · Post by **Kolya** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 9:29 pm

You mean the owner's of the PM box?

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Wed Dec 12, 2007 9:35 pm

and the sender of any PMs that they want to stay P.

Kolya · Post by **Kolya** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 9:11 am

Nothing that travels through the air or over a wire is truly private.

I suggest encryption.

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 5:23 pm

I do too, but it's not a feature here.

Kolya · Post by **Kolya** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 5:27 pm

Yea you have to encrypt it and decrypt it outside the Lazlo boards.

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 5:37 pm

Or jsut use more secure conduits.

Kolya · Post by **Kolya** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 5:39 pm

Another option.

Ron Caliburn · Post by **Ron Caliburn** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 5:46 pm

The recomended one I feel.

Bert_the_Turtle · Post by **Bert_the_Turtle** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 6:30 pm

www.hushmail.com

kalle · Post by **kalle** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 6:42 pm

Bert what are you trying to hide?

Bert_the_Turtle · Post by **Bert_the_Turtle** » Thu Dec 13, 2007 6:52 pm

A shorter list is what I'm not trying to hide.

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