Wheels within wheels.
Posted: Fri Aug 31, 2007 8:28 pm
Am I the only spider within the web that feels teh strings of manipulation closing on themselves?
I do not know how much of this is my fathers doing or how much is due to the grooming I have recieved in order to work "freelance" with certain agancies worldwide (yes you can feel free to ask, no I won't answer), but I am feeling rather like a fly in web awaiting the spiders aproach at the moment....
The family i was given to was one of those who was closely affiliated with organized crime, originally, to later become an instrument of the reconstruction of my nation. When I was old enough to be sent of I was sent to a boarding school (oddly enough though I remember the name, as well as the doors that name opened, I can find no records of said school however hard I may try). When Diagnosed with my particular disorder, rather than being instatutionalized I was sent of to work with a research group who does not exist any more than the boarding school.
After my "stabalization" I was granted full scholorships to the Tokyo University, where it first seemed that I may be able to make my own way, as I picked up information the way a sponge take in water, and more I was always able to extrapolate how one feild's research could benifit another. This happy time went on for a good twenty some odd years, in which I achived four P.H.D.'s and assisted in several ground breaking projects (again I wont answer, so don't ask; you don't have the clearance) with some governmental research agencies.
After this I did a ver brief stint working with interpol; tracking down traders in nuclear, biological, and chemichal weapons technologies (mind you not the weapons themselves, but rather the technologies required to make them).
After this period was over, I went back to school in the field of electro magnetics; it was during this time that I was was intoduced to Dr. lazlo's works, and started to look into them as time allowed; this led me into the feilds of antropology and archeology, which led me to the research between legend and archeological fact, which in turn led me to Mr. Li.
Perhaps I have beem too wel trained, btu I smel some subbtle, and some not so subtle manipulations of events that led me to this place (A message delivered as a part of Mr. Li's last will and testament led to these board in ernest rather than in mere passing).
Am i the only one who finds such happenstance too coincidental for mere coincidence to be at play?
I thank you all for posting your views, i am currently undergoin something of a crisis, while I re-evaluate all the things that have made me who I am.
I do not know how much of this is my fathers doing or how much is due to the grooming I have recieved in order to work "freelance" with certain agancies worldwide (yes you can feel free to ask, no I won't answer), but I am feeling rather like a fly in web awaiting the spiders aproach at the moment....
The family i was given to was one of those who was closely affiliated with organized crime, originally, to later become an instrument of the reconstruction of my nation. When I was old enough to be sent of I was sent to a boarding school (oddly enough though I remember the name, as well as the doors that name opened, I can find no records of said school however hard I may try). When Diagnosed with my particular disorder, rather than being instatutionalized I was sent of to work with a research group who does not exist any more than the boarding school.
After my "stabalization" I was granted full scholorships to the Tokyo University, where it first seemed that I may be able to make my own way, as I picked up information the way a sponge take in water, and more I was always able to extrapolate how one feild's research could benifit another. This happy time went on for a good twenty some odd years, in which I achived four P.H.D.'s and assisted in several ground breaking projects (again I wont answer, so don't ask; you don't have the clearance) with some governmental research agencies.
After this I did a ver brief stint working with interpol; tracking down traders in nuclear, biological, and chemichal weapons technologies (mind you not the weapons themselves, but rather the technologies required to make them).
After this period was over, I went back to school in the field of electro magnetics; it was during this time that I was was intoduced to Dr. lazlo's works, and started to look into them as time allowed; this led me into the feilds of antropology and archeology, which led me to the research between legend and archeological fact, which in turn led me to Mr. Li.
Perhaps I have beem too wel trained, btu I smel some subbtle, and some not so subtle manipulations of events that led me to this place (A message delivered as a part of Mr. Li's last will and testament led to these board in ernest rather than in mere passing).
Am i the only one who finds such happenstance too coincidental for mere coincidence to be at play?
I thank you all for posting your views, i am currently undergoin something of a crisis, while I re-evaluate all the things that have made me who I am.
