Good to see you are back. Good luck with your situation.

Celeste,
Has it been almost like something calling to your supernatural side? Inticing it? Trying to get you to give in to darker urges and desires?

Thank Ya kindly Celeste, I owe ya for all ya did. I hope that I can help ya however I can. As for your own problems, I sure hope that ya can sort out things and find what ya lookin for.

It is good to hear that you are safe, Miss Celeste... I have a request of you, if I may. I would like to know exactly what has been contained in your visions. The Unnamable was just one front for a set of beings I may have delt with in the past, and if they are the ones attempting to coerce you, I may be able to help you shut them up.

If anything i can teach will help. i had my doubts about you after Okikan saw you in maine, but those are set aside now. i offer some meditation techniques that are designed specificly for preventing outside influence.

i am curious though, about your abilities, kyuuketsuki. does your body allow you to amnipulate chi? when you rest is it a type of deep sleep, meditation or more like a topor? does it hurt (physicly)? and most importantly were you this good of a person in life?


i wish you well in all your endeavours ms. darken. i have been discussing you with some of my bhuddist friends and they seem to think that you are not on the path of "redemption" but on bhudda's path to enlightenment. we are all hoping you succeed, as it has been too long i am told since a new bodhisavatta ("enlightened one", or "ascended") has risen

First things first, and one question at a time.

Bearshaman wrote:Has it been almost like something calling to your supernatural side?

No. These visions consist of . . . unpleasant memories, memories that have been resurfacing when I meditate . . . harsh memories, memories I received as a vampire and forgotten at my, shall we say, freedom from bondage. Unless they are “ads” to propagate what crimes I have committed.

Shang Li wrote:i am curious though, about your abilities, kyuuketsuki. does your body allow you to amnipulate chi? when you rest is it a type of deep sleep, meditation or more like a topor? does it hurt (physicly)? and most importantly were you this good of a person in life?

I wouldn’t know about the manipulation of chi. Until recently, all I have ever felt in my undead state has been the pangs of bloodthirst and the coldness of death. To be honest . . . I do not rest. During the day, I keep out of the sun and contribute in any way I can to the efforts to save humanity, during the night, I hunt those that would harm humanity. Is it physically painful to rest, or to witness these memories? The guilt I feel upon remembering these harsh memories might as well be a silver dagger to the heart. Sadly, as a human, I was one of many typical teens: disobedient, pushing the limits to my parents’ rules and at times blatantly breaking them, and causing them no end of worry. Save my ill-fated first night as an exotic dancer, I did no real “crime.” I don’t think I was bad or good: I was selfish and inconsiderate.

Ron Caliburn wrote:So it's still undead. What hapepend in Saginaw?

Thank you for that observation, Mr. Caliburn. Yes, I am still undead. Last I checked, my heart still wasn’t beating, I still wasn’t breathing, and I am still a girl. You can read about the latest installment here.

And for the record, it seems that I have been a member of the undead forces for a longer time than I first thought. Not long enough to be beyond mortal, but long enough to understand I was under the thumb of my sire for a much greater length of time than a mere six months . . . committing crimes and feeling his perverse pleasure from them as though it had been my own. He went out of his way to have me commit as many of the atrocities as possible. In retrospect, I almost wonder if he knew I was somehow . . . different than other vampires, would become so much more.

These memories are disturbing enough I thought I had best investigate the matter. Especially if some of my suspicions hold true.

I returned to the city where I had been freed from my master. The trail was long gone cold, but I thought there might be some clues that weren’t as temporary as others.

The building had been condemned some twenty years ago. Nearly six years past, I stood in here as a vampire. Almost six years past, a little girl had been held captive by nightmares she thought only existed in her imagination . . .

The little girl was a young preadolescent. She had long brown hair and those speckled freckles on her nose that old women find so adorable. Khavik finished duct-taping her ankles to the chair legs and stepped back to survey his work. He was an unnaturally large man, with hair that was somewhere between a flattop and a short crop cut, the end effect being a look like porcupine quills combed back. As evidenced by his large frame and the creases in his leather jacket, he was a weightlifter that worked out regularly.

And physically, he was probably the strongest one among us. He was no lackey to my sire, as I was, and a quarter dozen vampires besides. There had been no battle of wills, but rather, an understanding. He was powerful enough to be a master himself, though he gave no inclination that he had Turned any humans to obey his whims. He flashed his fangs in a brief smile before turning to face Master.

“Well? Now what?” Khavik folded his arms impatiently. “We have the kid. We have the mirror. What are we waiting for?”

“Patience,” Master replied coolly. “I like the way this is playing out. Let the Deej run its course.”

Khavik growled at the snub. Then he eyed me lustily and nodded. “Who’s the bloodling?”

“She is none of your concern,” Master replied curtly.

Khavik snickered. “But she’s all yours, eh? You hafta Turn every chick you see? Got ta hand it to ya though, Boaz. You finally picked a good-looking broad.”

Master’s face puckered in a frown, though I remained neutral, on his mental command. But my sire relented.

“Khavik, meet Miss Celeste Darken. She’ll be the one to watch our little friend here.”

Khavik smirked, and I was released to act my own, with a strict command to keep aloof from the large vampire. With my will shackled, my conscience imprisoned, and my spirit dead, I advanced upon the little girl with malice in the hollow where my heart had once been.

“Hello, Kelly,” I licked the side of her neck, teasing the side of my fang along her skin. “Nice to meet you. Some night soon, I’m going to be your sister. What do you think of that?” She cried out softly and cringed as I lapped her jugular with my tongue, but kept my fangs away. The duct tape at her arms and chest kept her from moving, and the strip of duct tape against her lips kept her from creating a sound louder than a whimper.

I don’t like those kinds of memories.

Its good to see you bein' civil towards Cee Ron. I am alos curious to hear about these man sized mosquitoes.

PS: I think vampires refer to themselves as CLANS rather than packs. Makes them sound more superior. Were's are referred to in Packs, Vamps & Lupine do not mix, I know that first hand.

But again I digress, Im with Ron on this one, what happened to the rest if they are still out there would you have any 'jections to us goin' after them?

Holister wrote:PS: I think vampires refer to themselves as CLANS rather than packs.

I refer to them as dead meat. The last I recall, Tami and I were the only survivors of Boaz’s . . . “entourage.” But Khavik is most certainly still hunting. As Boaz stated: he is a sly one. If you’re asking my permission, hunt as you see fit. But from what I recall, Khavik would not be found if he didn’t wish to. He has had centuries to grow, and he is more adaptable than any other undead creature I know of.

When he is “found,” it will because he desires it. And rest assured, he will be prepared for whatever we throw at him.

Howdy again Cee...

Howdy Ron, good to see ya bein' civil to our resident Vampirella.

I got an offer, why don't you and I go find that bloodsuckin' SOB and greet him with a good ol' Stake & Bake. Come on Ron, it'll be fun. Like old times.

I know you want to, oh yes you do...

Well, thats kind of a blessing and both a curse at the same time. Maybe you could help him out, get him straight. Part of it sounds to me like he's a young one or an amature. So... yeah. That's definately something to occupy your time.

Any updates on Asshole?

Sounds like you got a problem there Ron, a hunter with a "thrill kill" way of thinking, and has regards for collateral damage. That type of personality is not in it for saving of innocents Ro, they are in it for the thrill of the hunt, and the sake of the kill.

What were the struggle signs, and evidence you could see?

Well, that sounds like a lead to me. If you guys have the same ammo, check with where you get yours, maybe he gets them at the same place. (or) the ther possibility you do not want to hear, could you have sold to this guy before?

PS: I was not shot down Ron, I was graciously declined, there is a diference.

Anyway...check to see the bullistics match anything you have. Might be a place to start looking.

You could have a wannabe Ron or possibly a heartless rival out your way.

Mr. Caliburn, is it possible that it may have been the living nightmare that did it? Think about it, same ammo you use?

It was just a thought.

I don't think its Not Me from what Ron described, it doesn't fit the thing's MO one bit.

As for the bullistics, can you send me a casing Ron, and a list of those suppliers. I have a few contacts at Quantico that might be able to help tell you where the bullet came from. Might help narrow down your search. Ill make sure not to mention your name.

You got a point there Ron. Hell, one the cops down here actually took popshots at me, can you believe it. What ever happened to professional courtesy?

Thats why its up to guys like us to keep the peace there Ron. We are all that stands between chaos and order, ruination and salvation.

The ruin of man lies just beoynd the gate and we my friend are the welcome mat.

Or make the peace...

That is true too my dear, that is true.

PS: I like the little icon thing with the wizard's hat and magic wand.