• I think I am losing it....

Posted: **Mon Jun 23, 2008 8:09 pm**

Earlier today I was at a club I own to disscuse some repairs and remodling with a contractor. I was attacked by a unseen foe, I had to try and protect the poor contractor. I managed to keep fronm using too much magic in the process of staying alive, at least any thing visible or flashy. I had to block away the memory of the fight from the gentleman to prevent any issues with the police or a visit from the county mental health department. Again I saw the same person in a mirror just to my side as I was finishing the fight with the thing.

I am really worried now.... how can a mage be a mage if they are not sane? How do I know I am not going to become a threat to people I know?

Michael.

Posted: **Mon Jun 23, 2008 8:52 pm**

I wouldn’t know, Michael. I haven’t had much experience in magical knowledge. What is the basic impression of this reflection?

Posted: **Mon Jun 23, 2008 9:27 pm**

When you openly ponder your sanity, it's time to seek a professional opinion.
I'm available.
Or I can give you a list of phone numbers of trusted colleagues to deal with demons...
The healthy way.

Posted: **Mon Jun 23, 2008 10:47 pm**

Michael T, if you need help please ask. You have friends willing to help, and perhaps able to as well.

Posted: **Mon Jun 23, 2008 11:23 pm**

The feeling I get from the reflection is dread... I can't go into more detail yet it's too painful. I... I just don't know what to belive right now.

It can't be Jess... can it?

Posted: **Mon Jun 23, 2008 11:25 pm**

Michael please let us help.

Posted: **Mon Jun 23, 2008 11:31 pm**

Michael I can be by to talk if you wish shortly?
Who knows maybe I can look into whatever it could be that is haunting you?

Posted: **Tue Jun 24, 2008 1:51 am**

You can always call and chat Michael, should you need any help.

Posted: **Tue Jun 24, 2008 3:16 am**

I don't know what I can do for you, man, but I'm here...

Posted: **Tue Jun 24, 2008 9:29 am**

You know various standard and nonstandard methods for contacting me.

I'm busy but never too busy to help a friend and mentor.

Call anytime.

Posted: **Tue Jun 24, 2008 11:34 am**

Jess . . .? Michael, is this something that you feel you should resolve yourself? Can Joi help you?

Posted: **Tue Jun 24, 2008 8:03 pm**

I don't want to drag Joi into this... I could not live with myself if she got hurt. I have sent a message to some one here to come talk... I hope I am just stressed or some thing. I don't want to think of what I could do if I were not in control.

Michael T.

Posted: **Tue Jun 24, 2008 9:22 pm**

You may not want to drag her, Michael, but she may be willing to push herself. Refusing to accept perfectly valid aid is a disservice to the one offering it. But, if you already have help . . .

Posted: **Fri Jun 27, 2008 4:55 am**

Michael T wrote:I don't want to drag Joi into this... I could not live with myself if she got hurt. I have sent a message to some one here to come talk... I hope I am just stressed or some thing. I don't want to think of what I could do if I were not in control.

Michael T.

Too late Micheal, it seems "a ghost" has thrown down the gauntlet... I'm in it one way or the other.... Eilonwy is on the mark there.

Joi

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Jess . . .? Who is Jess?

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