Bert, me, and a DC hotel room
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Hannah, hi,Hannah wrote:Hi Natasha,
Why did you have to say to yourself "Be normal"? Nobody is normal.
Hannah.
PS: I am glad that Bert didn't have to kill anybody.
Well, the word I say is literally "normally". I say myself this word to help me to staring at my shoes, not speaking when spoken to, and all the other things I can do when nervous.
It more a tool than anything, although "be normal" is not too good translation, too.
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As I told, it was not Bert specifically. The whole thing just triggered a reflex behaviour in me, a way to deal with pain from things that were did to me some years ago.Hannah wrote:Hi Natasha
Why were you nervous? Bert doesn't make anybody nervous . . . except his enemies of course.
Hannah
PS: Why do you stare at your shoes and not speak? That is what I used to have to do when I was in trouble. You are a grown up, you aren't in trouble anymore.
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Re: Bert, me, and a DC hotel room
It was a long post, but....
Natasha wrote:We both clearly embarrassed. I paced the hall, waiting for Bert to tell me all was clear. I paced while peering constantly at my shoes. I had a lump in my throat. A lot of memories returned quickly to me, and filled my brain with images I not seen in several years. Even living and working with the guys, they always careful to keep me from seeing such things. My mental wounds not fully healed, and some of them ripped painfully open again.
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Rune Weapons: We are weapons that have been enchanted with powerful magics, inscribed with runes of great power and bound with the life force of a living being. We are indestructible, intelligent, and have assorted abilities.
I hope that answers you question child.
And mortal, only the weak minded are driven insane by a rune weapon. Even a cursed one.
I hope that answers you question child.
And mortal, only the weak minded are driven insane by a rune weapon. Even a cursed one.
Konrad Andreas is at peace. I am something new.
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The Dark Voice wrote:Trust the sword to defend itself.
Rune weapons are such amazing artifacts. For one to be made, a living sentient being has to die.
Glorious.
The most powerful ones are the ones that the being gave their life willingly so that they might continue to fight the darkness.
There is a time for life and a time for death, Find the balance.
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And the most dangerous ones are the ones that come when a being is used to make multiple items. It can, and has, happened.
And as for being driven insane, it all depends on how you term sanity. I am perfectly certain that my main Rune Weapon is at fault for my mental issues, especialy as we've been bonded together for over half my life.
And yes, for those who are now wondering, some of my oddest posts have been writen under it's influence.
And as for being driven insane, it all depends on how you term sanity. I am perfectly certain that my main Rune Weapon is at fault for my mental issues, especialy as we've been bonded together for over half my life.
And yes, for those who are now wondering, some of my oddest posts have been writen under it's influence.
From what Mr. greydawn has told me if a Rune Weapon chooses you then it will not drive you insane but if you try to force one to bond with you then your sanity is at risk. Not that it would bother the bad guys who are insane for postung their intentions here.
Do you think that maybe they post here as a form of suicide?
Do you think that maybe they post here as a form of suicide?
Following in the steps of good men.