Hannah wrote:I don't want to hide
I don't want to think about who's alive or dead
I don't want to wonder if I'm next.
I just want to go to school, hang out and be a normal kid.
What did I do to wind up with this crazy life?
Yeah.
Life sucks and then you die.
It sucks that you were forced into this life by decisions made by adults. Some decisions were made for you before you were even born. You're powerless and frustrated and your life is in danger. So is the life of someone you love very much.
I'd just like to point out to everyone this is exactly why I don't get involved with anyone. Even if they chose to live this life with eyes wide open, sooner or later they'd end up like poor Hannah here.
Then they find they don't want to hide.
Then they find they don't want to think.
Then they find they don't want to be next.
Then they just want to be normal.
But by then it's too late, isn't it?
Sorry all of this had to happen to you, Hannah. I hope you survive long enough to decide to start making your own destiny.