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Wheels within wheels.
Am I the only spider within the web that feels teh strings of manipulation closing on themselves?
I do not know how much of this is my fathers doing or how much is due to the grooming I have recieved in order to work "freelance" with certain agancies worldwide (yes you can feel free to ask, no I won't answer), but I am feeling rather like a fly in web awaiting the spiders aproach at the moment....
The family i was given to was one of those who was closely affiliated with organized crime, originally, to later become an instrument of the reconstruction of my nation. When I was old enough to be sent of I was sent to a boarding school (oddly enough though I remember the name, as well as the doors that name opened, I can find no records of said school however hard I may try). When Diagnosed with my particular disorder, rather than being instatutionalized I was sent of to work with a research group who does not exist any more than the boarding school.
After my "stabalization" I was granted full scholorships to the Tokyo University, where it first seemed that I may be able to make my own way, as I picked up information the way a sponge take in water, and more I was always able to extrapolate how one feild's research could benifit another. This happy time went on for a good twenty some odd years, in which I achived four P.H.D.'s and assisted in several ground breaking projects (again I wont answer, so don't ask; you don't have the clearance) with some governmental research agencies.
After this I did a ver brief stint working with interpol; tracking down traders in nuclear, biological, and chemichal weapons technologies (mind you not the weapons themselves, but rather the technologies required to make them).
After this period was over, I went back to school in the field of electro magnetics; it was during this time that I was was intoduced to Dr. lazlo's works, and started to look into them as time allowed; this led me into the feilds of antropology and archeology, which led me to the research between legend and archeological fact, which in turn led me to Mr. Li.
Perhaps I have beem too wel trained, btu I smel some subbtle, and some not so subtle manipulations of events that led me to this place (A message delivered as a part of Mr. Li's last will and testament led to these board in ernest rather than in mere passing).
Am i the only one who finds such happenstance too coincidental for mere coincidence to be at play?
I thank you all for posting your views, i am currently undergoin something of a crisis, while I re-evaluate all the things that have made me who I am.
I do not know how much of this is my fathers doing or how much is due to the grooming I have recieved in order to work "freelance" with certain agancies worldwide (yes you can feel free to ask, no I won't answer), but I am feeling rather like a fly in web awaiting the spiders aproach at the moment....
The family i was given to was one of those who was closely affiliated with organized crime, originally, to later become an instrument of the reconstruction of my nation. When I was old enough to be sent of I was sent to a boarding school (oddly enough though I remember the name, as well as the doors that name opened, I can find no records of said school however hard I may try). When Diagnosed with my particular disorder, rather than being instatutionalized I was sent of to work with a research group who does not exist any more than the boarding school.
After my "stabalization" I was granted full scholorships to the Tokyo University, where it first seemed that I may be able to make my own way, as I picked up information the way a sponge take in water, and more I was always able to extrapolate how one feild's research could benifit another. This happy time went on for a good twenty some odd years, in which I achived four P.H.D.'s and assisted in several ground breaking projects (again I wont answer, so don't ask; you don't have the clearance) with some governmental research agencies.
After this I did a ver brief stint working with interpol; tracking down traders in nuclear, biological, and chemichal weapons technologies (mind you not the weapons themselves, but rather the technologies required to make them).
After this period was over, I went back to school in the field of electro magnetics; it was during this time that I was was intoduced to Dr. lazlo's works, and started to look into them as time allowed; this led me into the feilds of antropology and archeology, which led me to the research between legend and archeological fact, which in turn led me to Mr. Li.
Perhaps I have beem too wel trained, btu I smel some subbtle, and some not so subtle manipulations of events that led me to this place (A message delivered as a part of Mr. Li's last will and testament led to these board in ernest rather than in mere passing).
Am i the only one who finds such happenstance too coincidental for mere coincidence to be at play?
I thank you all for posting your views, i am currently undergoin something of a crisis, while I re-evaluate all the things that have made me who I am.
Vision without action is a daydream. Action without vision is a nightmare.
Shôja hitsumetsu é-sha-jori
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Kei: I don't know what to tell you... I've studied fate and destiny for a while, but I've never been able to come up with anything conclusive. Entire fields of philosophy debate nothing but the existence of destiny/fate... I wish I could help you more.
GS: I love spiders. ^_^ But Kei does have a point. While we can love spiders for what they are, there is rarely an analogy quite as fitting to certain situations as "being caught in a web"...
GS: I love spiders. ^_^ But Kei does have a point. While we can love spiders for what they are, there is rarely an analogy quite as fitting to certain situations as "being caught in a web"...
I am not A bitch...I am THE bitch. And to you, I'm MS Bitch.
Miss Nakamura,
It looks to me like you went full circle on the path that was set before you and know it is time to set off on another journey that will complete you. Do I believe in destiny or fate not really but then again Mr. Greydawn also tells me there is no such thing as coincidence. Everything happens for a reason you just have to find the reason, usually easier said then done.
It looks to me like you went full circle on the path that was set before you and know it is time to set off on another journey that will complete you. Do I believe in destiny or fate not really but then again Mr. Greydawn also tells me there is no such thing as coincidence. Everything happens for a reason you just have to find the reason, usually easier said then done.
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Well, I don't think there is any outside manipulation involved, but it seems to me, that in a series of unrelated encounters, I've wiped out all but one of Darken's brood mates and her master.
I haven't bene traking the batch actively, I just seem to have a nack in running across them.
But there could be something more at work. When Gabrielle opened my eyes I was definitely being told what must be done.
I haven't bene traking the batch actively, I just seem to have a nack in running across them.
But there could be something more at work. When Gabrielle opened my eyes I was definitely being told what must be done.
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are you threatening me? I need TP for my bunghole!GhostSpider wrote:Are you trying to provoke me?
Me? Provoke a bloodsucking vampire ? Now why would I ever do that? Nah, I just like keeping you in the open where I can see you.
Fear the night because the night doesn't fear YOU!!!
Something that I have learned in my life: The dead just dont stay dead.
Freedom isn't as free as we have been taught!
Something that I have learned in my life: The dead just dont stay dead.
Freedom isn't as free as we have been taught!
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either way you are a vampire. a vampire that keeps seeking more power and reliance on magic. how many magical weapons do you have? Doesnt one have an enslaved soul in it?GhostSpider wrote:Bloodsucking? Thats what vermin do.
I'm an empathic vampire Pendragon. I feed off emotions, not blood. Go get your facts straight.
Fear the night because the night doesn't fear YOU!!!
Something that I have learned in my life: The dead just dont stay dead.
Freedom isn't as free as we have been taught!
Something that I have learned in my life: The dead just dont stay dead.
Freedom isn't as free as we have been taught!
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Karlash willingly gave up his life to be bonded into a rune weapon. There was no enslavement about it.
As for seeking more power, well, that is simply a byproduct of my search to discover who, or what, I am. Its not my goal, just something that happens along the way.
As for seeking more power, well, that is simply a byproduct of my search to discover who, or what, I am. Its not my goal, just something that happens along the way.
Konrad Andreas is at peace. I am something new.
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